Illegitimate heretical whore

Aren't you just tired of being, in an emotional sense, always that sweet young thing who gets so easily hurt?

Well sometimes I am.

And then I wish I could just be a real bitch, this heartless cunt who does everything and regrets nothing, the one everyone fears and no one dares to defy.

The one who's not afraid of being completely alone because of her ruthlessness. And logically, the one anyone would die for.

Anyways, I've managed to become somewhat bitchy throughout all these years. I mean, I do get hurt easily, but I find many ways to practically disguise it and pretend nothing disturbed my fragile ego.

So I'm not yet as badass as to be called a heretical whore, a term I just learned while watching Elizabeth, the virgin queen, but I'm already well on my way to become one very very naughty kitten.